Monday 30/10/2006

Aww. . down with fever, sore throat, and cough. . . Went in msn and after much discussion decided to meet up for lunch at 4pm... lunch??? 4pm. . . dinner ?? hmm... wadever...

Met up with coughy dazer xiaomei at eunos mrt station.. she damn slow la.. have to chase her out of her house de... waited so long for her to get out... RAWR! Ended up reaching Bugis around 420pm.. and met up with sickly diana, kuro and ji fan..

Brought them to the Sketches for some yummy pasta... cos i guess they are all pasta lovers so share the place with them.. although it might be abit ex.. but well, guys, worth it right? ^^ Notice tat diana eats like a... so took down a video of her eating and at the same time, gotcha xiaomei too.. =X

Tock called and suggested catching up a movie later, 'Undercover Cops', a chinese show, at The Cathay. Went to pc bunk while waiting for tock's and fai's arrival. Show starts at 730pm, but we leave bunk at 730pm.. LOL. Rush down to buy the drinks and popcorns and nacho chips.. missed some little parts of the show.. the show was kinda.. ermm.. many actors, but.. it seems like 10mins of him, 10mins of her.. no comments for the show.. not really worth watching it in a cinema..

Realise tat iVodka alot of weird members... got lamers, got siao cha bos.. got ahlian.. got big baby and got bladder prob one oso.. =X cos today den i knw tat jifan have to go toilet soooo many times!!

Fai keep nagging tat he's hungry, haven't taken dinner yet, so we all accompanied him to MOS burger, while kuro went back 1st. Took a pic of ... hehe... can i post it here?? =X Soon after, all splited up home sweet home.. jifan took bus, dazer took train, and fai.. did he.. send.. oops! cos he left shortly after her.. and lastly me, tockie and diana shared a cab back.. during the journey, suddenly feel so heaty... omg la.. my fever is back. =.='''

O.O Someone is there.. at my void deck.. ya here looking for me? yeah obvious isn't it..RAWR.. After a short 10mins chat, he asked me go back rest as i was so unwell.. and was looking pale... eeekss.. sry ar..

3.40am le.. stupid blogger got prob.. RAWR! kenna chased to go sleep nw!! nite nite!

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Sunday 29/10/2006

Wooo..~ finally.. aud 5th outing.. at east coast park. Feeling abit sick~ RAWR! meeting some of the aud ppl at 4pm, took a cab to eunos station to pick up Diana and headed to parkway parade to meet up with tazzy, dazer and jifan.. Slurp.. Scoopz! Durian ice cream... yeah man! so delicious.. simply cant resist it.. =P

Hmm.. i guess i will cut short on this date entry cos it will seems like me dazer and diana having almost the same entry..

Shortly after, went to Mac and wait for tockie. On the way to east coast park, was asking dazer and diana something... well, i was kinda unexpected.. but it doesnt seems the way tat it claims anyway..

Reached there and saw so many faces and we were like O.O''' so many kids.. As it was too crowded, we went to the pit besides ours, sat there in our group and have a little chat.. Did some introducing to the new ppl.. Knew quite alot of ppl through this outing..

Everyone's waiting for the fire to start and i'm waiting for my sambal sotongs.. Jus as we were having fun, the sudden rain spoilt the whole outing.. Leaving most of them without having their fills and not having the fun.. and so much of uncooked food..

The rain caught me.. almost collasped outside mac while waiting for them to decide what to do. Feeling so damn terrible with the giddy spells.. luckily after a short rest at the foodcourt i felt so much better...

Our usual group of ppl decided to continue their dinners at bedok 85 hawker centre and also to meet up with shiki too. Me, tazzy and dazer left in Vigelic's car, while the rest, retro, tock, fai, diana, jifan, vedor, kuro, karen and djasakurayoh splited into groups and take cab there. Almost cant arrive bedok 85 in 1 piece.. phew.!

Had fun eating, chatting and teasing each other. And jus b4 we parted, we took afew photos.. and hor.. tsk tsk.. someone took so many pics with... HOHOHO!! =X After the photo taking session, we spilted into groups and shared cab back.. Reached home and got spammed by questions from... aww...

Anyway, thanks Retro for organising the outing. It was a great one only the bad weather tat spoils the whole thing.. anyway, we do enjoy it.. ^^



iVodka



Nut & Jifan


Nut & grandson, kuro.. black label..?


Nut & retro


Nut & shiki katana cheeky banana =X


hohoho!!

omg la! i was surprised by .... 'u'... i was playing aud with diana.. and realised that my character bodybuild and the way it stands, sits and waves like a guy's character.. played one round and went to shopping mall to see if there's any changes..

'ring.. ring..'
me: hello?
ta: hey are u at home?
me: ya, y?
ta: can u cum down nw?
me: huh? wad? u downstairs????
ta: ya, i downstairs nw.. can u cum down awhile i got something to give u..
me: huh? really ar?
ta: ya la
me: orh.. ok i cum now...

Logged off audition and went downstairs..

I saw him.. and he passed me something..
O_O bakerzin de box... cake! and i guess its oreo cheesecake! and bingo! Was quite stunned at the moment... lost for words.. i dunno wad to say to him.. >.<

A girl next-door.. wad have she done attracted the attention? *puzzled*

Sunday 22/10/2006

Met up with Tock, fai, shiki, derrick(LH), kuro and retro. . (and as u can see, i am the only gal there =.=''') in the night at outram for a drinking session at Lollipop. Tried persuading shuling and siao char bo wintersnow to join.. but.. T_T they dun wan.. and moi dar, moooo went to monkies de chalet that night..

Ordered a bottle of martell and we start drinking.. i sang afew songs and played afew pub games with shiki.. heh... shiki, train harder! lalala... =X the 3x table game was eventually brought into it.. and guess wad.. only me and fai nvr lose! lol... ^5! and poor derrick and retro... kept losing..

Discussing if we should go over monkies chalet... and soon after, diana, tutu, bw and ahben joined us... wondering if they will suspect or check on them cos. . underage... but luckily nope.. nvr spoil our mood and fun! yeppie!

O_O >>>> there's a dog! its here! i always see that dog around in the pub. . its soooo cute... so furry... so guai... and... heavy... XD retro went over to carry the dog to our table and we had a fun time disturbing it... :P ooooo simply loves it man!

*ring.. ring...* my phone rang... *kup*. . . . . *ring ring* *kup*. . . *ring ring* omg.. this time i ans accidentally.. *kup* *ring... ring.. ring...* bo bian liaoz.. rush out ans phone call. . . . . . . *hello...*
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . yeah. . y i keep kup-ping the call... cos i knew it would spoil my mood and fun i was having that night.. and indeed.. *AHHHHH!!!!*

NAH! i am goin to have fun!! RAWR!!

hmmm... decided to go over monkies chalet. . . ermm.. kinda regret... cos all auditioners left le!! T___T but nice hearing the story by patrina... interesting story... LOL slack around outside the chalet.. with the lame jokes and riddles... 2 malays patrolling around came and told us a ridiculous rule by costa sand resort... only 4ppl can stay in the chalet and the rest have to go back!!! WTF! wad kind of rule is tat man! pissed!

Stayed till 4+am? can't rem... only knw tat the timing was kinda ermm.. to go back or not to go back.. haiz.. well, all decided to go back home.. so waiting for taxis... and ermm.. surprisingly, someone offered to send me back...?? =X xie xie ni hor... nice? >.<

Trying to act cute huh... XD


the cutie pub dog!! Love it!


DAR!! i miss u!! finally i saw u at downtowneast... =X


OMG! Kuro.. wad u doin to my dar!!


horhor...

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Monday 23/10/2006

Ermm.. well, i didnt sleep the whole night... =.=''' its 9.45am.. intending to take a nap... but.. omg!!! phone rang... nid to go back office for some meeting... RAWR!!

Went back office after a short rest of an hour... after meeting met my friends and went to his place.. waiting for... the mahjong session! LOL... damn tired.. still can play mahjong not bad huh.. =X started around 8plus played for 2 rounds... ended at 3am.. and i lost ... T__T lost $70..

Geylang 'you tiao da wang'.. there we goes for supper.. and headed back home.. dead on the bed..
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Tuesday 24/10/2006

hmm.. woke up at 11+am.. not going for the audition event at pc bunk.. cos i feel so weird.. =X anyway, i got all the updates of the ongoing activities, ranking and wadsoever.. met moi frd for lunch, went bugis for a short walk.. and headed to her place...

Final ranking results out.. wooo grats to the winners.. and fai for getting 1st place and the limited edition tee!! and diana! well done.. the only ivodka! ^^ and also i mus pei fu tazzy.. for getting all the 4 prizes with all her 4 coupons.. lol.. u damn heng la.. still dare to say u suay..

Fai called.. chatted with them and decided to meet them up for coffee.. took a cab to far east, met up with diana, dazer, fai, shiki, shuya, newcomer flash, tazzy. Shared our school times games, some ghostly stories and movies.. so engrossed into the topic.. LOL

Once again... phone rang.. i seriously dunno wad i should do.. i kept telling myself: hey! u should make a decision right? or am i waiting for him to make a decision tat i dun dare to.. am i avoiding it?

wad are we now.. i oso dunno.. things that u claimed u did enough for me.. aren't wad i wanted.. yes, u gave me surprises at times.. buy good stuffs for me.. but this is not wad i wan.. i nid the care.. have u given me enough care? when i was hospitalised for the operation, where are u.. when i was so sick, and u were there, did u bring me to a doc? When i was in pain during my sleep, u were beside me.. i woke u up, hey i having very bad chest pain.. wads yr reaction.. orh.. *Zzzz* . . . . when i was telling them the happenings during the thailand trip, even xiaomei can say tat if its her bf she will smack him.. well, i didnt ask for much did i?

How long am i goin to drag this... wah piang.. can u face it!!! RAWR!

First of all, thankz fai.. just so happened tat u were chatting with me when that happens.. so shoot everything to u.. >.< ps...

Is everything gonna change for me? Let's wait till end of this week for the ans bah..

If yr partner says lets give each other sometime to think things over and the time frame is 1 year... and during this 1 yr, status = frds.... hw would u think? wad would u do?.... Possible to remain as frds for 1 yr and get back together again? wad happen if u bump him/her on the streets? would u greet him/her? . . . .

When u nid him, he is not there for u.. when he nids u, u are always there for him.. Whatever requested its given to him.. but whatever u request, its always not done..

Tired? Let it go...?? Regret? yeah.. for not letting go earlier...

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Everything was fine today, until the evening time.. Was having such a terrible headache. So left office around 620pm tot of goin hme for a good rest.. Around 645pm when i about to reach eunos mrt station, WH called... 'Serene ar, the new office key with u ar? the contractor went back already no key to lock!' Wth! nw den say.. fine.. i told him i go back take car den bring key back to him..

Car not at home!! siao liaoz! called bf, ask him to help me fetch me back to office.. he said ok and when i ask him cum pick me at 8pm he say cannot! he say 10pm! O_O! u expect them to wait for me until 10??? "me,sis and her hubby wanna go ntuc and go have dinner"

"can u do me a favour? ta bao go back eat can? shorten the time and let me go back office earlier.. i having terrible headache!" "Dun wan la! Take mrt back to office la.."

Hey man! do u know y i purposely leave office so early today! and wads the emphasizing on my headache for! squeezing into the mrt again is gonna be hell for me! can't u spare a tot for me! He simply ignore my words.. " take cab go back den " RAWR! "fine! i wont ask for yr help again!" ............. he hang on me!!!! SHIT HIS BLOODY ******!!! WELL DONE!

Fight with him via SMS.. blood really boils! he simply jus love himself only! 4yrs! have u ever really spare a tot for me? why mus i be the one always reminding u: hey spare a tot for me or even for others!! i am really tired... sick and tired...

Can we live without love? Really wish to think twice abt us.. but on the other hand, i dun wish to think abt it.. thinking of it.. jus makes me.... teary...

U makes me wonder... always wonder if u are the one for me and if i am the one u looking for... u can be really sweet at times.. but only 10%... and for the rest of 90% i dunno wad u really wan or wad u thinking...

Alright, serene will be fine after a night sleep... jus wanna vent my anger here.. pardon me..

Deathnote!! i missed it! miss watching it with aud frds.. sadded.. also miss the highlight of the day.. *xiaomei* hehe~ =X must wear again hor!

Went with my bf for a frd's birthday celebration at one of the chalet at tenah merah.. reached there quite early.. slack around the area while waiting for the rest to arrive.. waiting for them to.... start the table! yeah man! mahjong session! ooo right man! i got a self drawn 'da san yuan'!!! LOL... $22 from each player! =p but luck gone after tat... =.=''' played till 4am.. win? lose? Overall, i lost $10.. from a 3-rounds and bet of 3-6.. but... my stupid bf, went to play daidee, 2 hrs of game.. he lost $50.. =.='''

End of gamble session? all left chalet.. =X

Suddenly... i dunno wad else to write.. i ... feel.. so... haiz..

Was intending to have a good rest today but was requested by tockie to bring him to the army market to settle his army uniforms for the later departure to his 'holiday'. He went for a hair cut while waiting for the auntie to sew his badges.. Went round and round the place jus to look for a hair salon.. cos he dun wan to get his hair done in a barber.. =.= Though its short, but ya, still nice and handsome ya!

Went to pick up dazer, diana, kuro and teh susu at peninsula plaza. Headed for dinner at Cuppage, Snack World, jus remembered it was the indonesian curry chicken rice and claypot rice that was nice.. >.<

Again, tockie's house here we cum.. watched final destination 3.. but didnt completed the whole show.. they jus fast forward and watch the scene whereby how they died.. and this dazer hor.. u abit 'bian tai' de.. keep laughing at the way they died.. omg! and the teh susu so scared.. LOL

Took cab back and here i am.. cant sleep, so blogging nw.. having headache.. hope i dun fall sick.. god bless!

Tockie will be leaving for his 'holiday' in afew hours time.. and ya, sort out everything in your mind during your 7weeks.. remember wad i msg u. take care baby..

Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything, to just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is, to know, to feel, to love. To love someone is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this. When you love someone dosen't mean that you have to be together with him but hope that he will be blessed with happiness and be happy always. If you love someone, set him free. If he comes back, he was, and always will be yours. If he never returns, he was not meant to be yours. Letting go is one of the way to say i love you...

Wad a tiring day ytd... Went for work in the morning, and met tockie and fai around 4plus. To get all the foods and stuffs prepared for the night's gathering, i drove tockie's mum's mercedes.. =.=''' swt.. so scary... not used to it.. the side mirror.. so small de >.< the car.. so big.. and there is this tap jus above the signal which i keep accidentally tap onto it.. dunno wat's tat.. luckily nothing happened..

Went bedok 85 to order the satays and bbq chicken wings, headed to siglap cold storage.. lost our way, turn 1 big round den finally we got there.. bought everything we shld went to carpark.. spent 10mins figuring out hw to open tat boot.. and realize cashcard no money so fai and tockie went to top it up while i waited for them in the car..

Alvin er zi and ange reached kembangan le!!! and we have yet to collect the food from bedok 85! so we went back to kembangan mrt to pick them.. but mrsmoo and stealzkin also reach le.. die liaoz.. cant fit in so many ppl.. so tock decided to pick up stealzkin and moo only and ask my erzi and ange to wait 1st.. zooommm all the way to bedok 85, pick up the foods and drop fai, moo and stealz at tockie plc 1st and went back to kembangan mrt to pick erzi ange.. but to our surprised! dazer and the rest reached le! omg loh! how to fit in all of them.. so ask any 4 to hop up into the car.. Reached tockie plc jus in time to meet the pizza man.. wah.. timing jus nice.. phew!

So damn tired.. met afew new faces whom i have nt seen b4, crystal aka wintersnow aka siao char bo.. tazzy aka taiji... and stealzkin. nice meeting u ppl! ^^

It was fun last night.. although most of them left early.. leaving me, xiaomei, diana, moo dar, tazzy, fai and shiki.. had some red wine, cordon blue, tequilla and barcadi.. tock abit seh with all the mixtures.. me, xiaomei and tazzy went back together around 1am, left with the rest to accompany tockie the whole night there...

Dead on the bed after i took a shower.. ignoring all the msn msg... sry ppl.. i am really damn tired.. >.< hope u guys have had fun last night ya! take care! <3 LEXY!!

Thankz moo dar for changing the blogskin for me once again.. ^^ woaini!! hugz!

Went for movie with the usual ppl - diana, kuro, shuling, faifai, shiki, moo dar.. watched the possessed (M18) cos death note not released yet.. tot it would be kinda scary cos its a thailand movie.. but ya, more to sexual type of scene. haha.. gotta cover the underage one.. =X We do have a way to smuggle diana in yea... good job! =p

Dau love Pookie; Pookie love Dau!

Oh ya, jus remembered, fai got a nice kick from diana.. lol.. Diana, tat kick of yrs power!! he almost fell off his seat.. haha.

And the game tat we played before the movie, no english pls.. only chinese allowed.. tat was really funny.. all started talking so weirdly.. >.<

Went back after the movie peeps into ppl's blog and saw tat FNSx5 so fast updated.. LOL

Hmm.. dunno wads wrong with me lately... lots of thoughts.. of wad? I oso nt sure.. tots of my career, my family, my future, my relationship, my friends.. my everything..!! i feel so unhappy lately.. i have to do things to make myself feel happy.. cheer myself up. eeks.. i hate tat.

The angel in Serene pls cum back to me.. i need u! u make me cheerful.. dun leave me.

Confident? in..? heart.. i am losing it~

oh my.. the activities and work stuff recently is killing my body... =.=

Well, updates begin...

After work on fri, went to tockie's place for some chilling out session. I met fai and tock first and we went for some drinks near his place while waiting for the others to arrive.. Keep pestering tock to go back his house b4 9pm cos i wanna catch the channel 8 show last espisode. We reached his place around 845pm show not started so we went to his room 1st and tock showed us some disgusting bush... *puke* Tock: pls show me something nicer next time =p

Rush downstairs when the clock strike 9pm.. pestering tockie again to on his tv for me.. but b4 he does tat, the rest arrived.. went out to welcum xiaomei dazer, diana, tutu, kuro grandson, mich-hearts, ahlian shuling =x and delicious bunbun. 1 of the 'host' of tockie's family so friendly.. welcum them with a lick and sniffing.. and tat is REXY!! initially i tot tockie was calling him Lexy.. =.='''

Shortly after, the pizza man arrived and we all sat at his dinning area happily eating, drinking, chatting and playing games.. the house was full of laughter and lots of M18 topics.. =X tockie's specialised mixture of 'cocktail' is really nice.. i love tat. =) diana's face = tomato =p kuro was drinking madly as if he was having plain water..

Proceeded to tockie's bedroom, shared some of my ghost stories with them.. >.< hell to kuro! dun suddenly speak up from behind when u are supposed to be asleep! RAWR! watched the date movie.. halfway through tockie did some shifting of the bed.. but.. it wasnt a good idea though.. cos some incidents occured and the drinks fell onto the floor.. spilled. helped tockie to clean up his place.. okie, contiuned with the show but fai, tock and i joined hearts-mich and ahlian shuling at the other room for some crappings.. suddenly kuro soon zi breakdown.. soon ar: remember wad we told u tat night hor! if not i will slap u to make u awake! =p

Went back to tockie's room, intended to take a slp cos i nid to attend a meeting in the morning at 10am.. but.. cant get to slp.. and they were watching the ba yue zhong qiu gan ni niang.. and i keep laughing.. how to slp!! RAWR!! when i jus abt to fall aslp, i heard "piang"... oops~ wine glass fell and broke.. jump of the bed and clear the mess.. after tat i decided to change room, go join tockie, hearts-mich and ahlian shuling.. but.. this room worst.. =.=''' hearts-mich goes: wo du zi er! and she keep repeating tat.. even when all silent trying to slp.. suddenly she will go: wo du zi er! den all laugh again.. diaoz.. ya and heard tat b4 i came in she fell off the bed.. LOL we managed to sleep around 515am..

630am i heard the creaking sound of the door and i open my eyes and saw xiaomei shinning her hp at me saying: ni men hai zai shui jiao ar.. sorry.. 5mins later the rest came in.. =.=''' fai asked us wake up go for breakfast le.. i didnt join them for the breakfast cos i nid to get back home to prepare for my meeting..

So damn tired when i was home.. gastric acting up again.. =.= went for meeting and was 15min late.. was half dead.. ended at 1230pm.. rushed back home for a nap.. reached home around 1plus and dead in bed.. stupid phone.. stupid frd call me at 4plus.. woke up cant slp le.. anyway got to prepare go out again.. =.='''

OMG!! the haze!! its soooo bad!! the smell making me headache.. haiz.. met my friends went for dinner, and headed to shenton way party world.. not my usual self that night.. didnt sang much songs.. and was kinda quiet throughout the whole night.. my frds were like serene!! lai lei.. lim! DA! lai lei! 5-10! 007! ... played afew games to entertain them loh den try ways to siam.. =p

3am.. i lay there closing my eyes.. really cant tahan liaoz.. lucky the room extended till 3am nia.. finally.. last song time to go home.. once we were all outside, while they were chatting halfway, i shouted: oei! i go home 1st ar.. pei seh buay tahan liaoz.. very tired..! off i go.. if i stay and chat with them.. bu dao 5am bu yong hui jia...

Finally, lots of thanks to tockie! it was fun! Looking forward to cuming gathering.. ^^

Diana, kuro, dazer: its time to let go, let it go.. no point holding on to the past making yr life miserable. what we can do to help is jus to lend u a listening ear, and giving u advices. look forward to the future.. the light is there.. the past are all darkness.. keep those sweet memories in your heart.. it will be more den enough.. everyone's experiences in life, ups and downs, u will have to learn hw to overcome, be brave and be strong. I will always be there when u need me.. a pair of listening ears, a shoulder for leaning.. u still have to stand up on yr feet yrself at the end of the day. this is life..

Tiring yet fun day... ^^

Was busy managing some stuffs during the day.. and around 6plus everyone was ready to start the fire for BBQ! celebration of the mooncake festival.. =) hereby, wish everyone 'zhong qiu jie kuai le'! Corinne made the chocolate fondue... marvellous... and i accidentally mistook a small slice of celery for cucumber.. and i was like eeekkkzzz... CELERY!! and i spit it out.. :p

The BBQ was nice and the additional food tat they prepared really surprised me.. u guys are great man! Anyway, the chicken wings are well marinated, delicious! only complain is the satay.. it was only abit softer den stone.. =.= and the nacho chips with the salsa sauce!! NICE~! took a bottle of stella.. well, so many aimed for the hoegarden.. T_T no left for me.. went off around 9pm while most of them still there chucking onto the food and of cos the liquor!

Reached home around 920pm.. den log into aud awhile.. and i am really rusty!! Lost touch le.. T_T mayb i should quit aud? :p haiz...

Busy~~ busy~~ neglected too many ppl lately... so sorry... >.<

And ya.. got a bad news.. my baby tock, iVodka minister is gonna be gone to his 'wonderland' for 7weeks... T___T i gonna miss him...

Working on my laptop in the office again.. feeling kinda tired so decided to cum here update my blog to make myself awake!

2006 is nt a good yr for me.. have been attending quite a number of funerals this year. And last night got a phone call and heard tat my frd's grandpa passed away.. so gotta attend tonight.. T_T

Went for the famous porridge at Macpherson Jackson Place last night.. ya.. the 'pi dan zhu rou zhou' is delicious.. yummy...!! and the 'wu xiang' oso.. but i still prefer bedok north 85 de 'wu xiang' hehe...

Xy called me ytd saying tat goddad wanna borrow 1k from us.. o_O he is so damn rich!! y does he nid to borrow from us... wth!!? diaoz.. i told xy tat if he refuse to say wads the money usage is for den forget it.. i am not gonna lend him!

Oh ya.. the mooncake festival is jus around the corner.. hmm.. nothing much to look forward to either.. =X was invited by my sec sch teachers last fri to join them for the gathering for the festival celebration. so i went back for peeps on the alumni.. it was kinda fun tat night ^^

Hmm.. it has been days since i last login to auditions.. kinda miss the music and arrows.. =p of cos i miss the aud ppl too.. =)

and this shiki hor.. RGHX is not an important subject.. he sent me an email with the subject IMPORTANT! i tot wad sia den he goes.. " wad is RGHX!!" =.=''

suddenly feel like saying " zhe li bi jiao liang, bi jiao liang.. can i have some teh susu as well" =X

^LEXY^ Rulz!!

Moo dar dar thanks for the blogskin.. ^^ Hugz~~ and to the LEXY!! WA SU KA LI NANG!

Received a gd news from moo dar on 1st Oct.. i am happy for u.. ni yao xing fu orh~ jia u!

Well, let me start something abt my life..

Ever since my 1st own set up career, Elixir Signs, which i have been in it for almost 2 yrs (set up in 2003 and abandoned in 2005)... i withdraw.. i abandoned my baby (Elixir Signs) i was feeling so down during those days.. but its nt cos of my failure, but cos of wrong partners.. Baby is growing dramatically fast and things are doing so well but why must such thing happen to me.. No choice, i have to give it up.. I was lost so lost.. i almost gone mad..

But after afew months.. finally a newborn baby is born! Enzine! There are so many obstacles in setting up this co... i am stressed out! well, i dun wished to talk to much on this.. 4get it.
I decided to put that down temporary.. and VMW, here i cum! awaiting for me.. a new life~

Well, could it be fate? i dun play games.. for ppl who knw me.. even though i do play some online games, i wont go to the extend of joining guilds, dun even say meeting the players in real life! But... tis is really amazing.. i actually did tat.. And.. i was even appointed as a guild leader in iVodka! =.=''' But well, the aud ppl are really nice.. ^^

I had lotz of fun with them.. even though i am one of the oldest in the group.. =.= my hao peng yous if u guys are reading this... u must be shocked! lol... the age range is like from 15-26.. haa.. My status in aud is getting older.. from dajie to mama and nw grandma.. LOL.. awaiting anxiously for the family tree to be up.. =X and ya i am so glad tat they can confide in me and hope tat my advices do help them.. =D

I shall update again later when i get back home..

Somehow, i am feeling lost in my life again.... =.=

Say Goodbye by Chris Brown

~ serene aka peanut ~
~ virgo aka 24-aug ~
~ age? secret =b ~
~ occupation: selfEmployed ~
~ industry: advertising ~

October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
May 2007

mich|dazer
ange|glace
j0reen|moo
diana
faifai
dareius|tock
derrick|LH
ryan|kuroshi
vincent|vgod
damien|shiki
arvin|shuya
Nguyen|Samsoon
Yumin|TomYamBun
Michelle|Heartsofthornsa
Phil&Van|Crotalus&Corralus
Fu-er|Stealtzkin
Vedor|PengPeng
Min|ArMinz