serene's world

2007-05-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

Ahhh.... My blog...... Dead.....haha..

I am dying soon too..... from the overload of projects...................... can someone save me pls........ 24hrs a day is nt enough.............................

time to plan for a relax trip..... hiak hiak.......

Take care peeps!

2007-01-22T15:33:00.000+08:00

Went out for movie yesterday with xiaomei, dear...taima, ange, flash and valon.. Missed catching up with tockie, diana and fai.. cos didn't join them for lunch earlier on and they left after that..

Almost got choked on the fries at Billy Bombers twice cos of our dear taima..tazzy!! =.='''

When can we ever have a normal outing.. =x

As usual, late for our movie - Ghost Tunnel

Not nice de... Waste $8.50... but the other "show" was nice though... =p

Held ange back for some bedtime stories before she head home..
Leaving with me, xiaomei, dear taima and valon having some coffee at Coffee Bean and home sweet home after..

We all hurried home to play afew rounds of Aud.. and i hate the mode: 1 2 Party!! =.='''

and nice! dear taima terter... =x

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I tot i could forgive..
But this is really too much for me...

I can't find a good reason for myself to forgive and forget wadever had happened on 20th Jan 2007...

A man who laid hands on ladies for no matter wad reason.. u are a bastard!

*The heart is crying in pain..*

2007-01-16T11:15:00.000+08:00

没有爱情的日子会很难过吗？

人可以没有遗憾吗？

我可以幸福吗？

haha. ok craps..

Went to colour and do some highlighting to my hair last night..
Wad a hairstylist.. Nice! VERY AP! but i like it! LOL

Hmm.. nothing much to blog abt.. might be closing tis blog soon?

Watched quite alot of movies recently.. the last movie was Blood of Diamonds.
Nice show..

There's a sex comedy R21 - Borat. Very nice and funny but kinda lame.. LOL

Nw in aud must say:
Dear jy!
Dear gogo!
Nice Dear!

Dear lai dear ke... haha...!!

I am freezing in the office now... RAWR!

Update again later.. =p

2007-01-08T10:44:00.000+08:00

A new year, a new beginning.. a new start....

2007~

A bad start of the year...

Crashed...
A Mitsubishi Lancer infront skidded...
Cant brake on time..
*BANG!*

.......
.........
............

Patrick.. (Driver of the Lancer) got hit on the head.. its bleeding..
The other 4 passengers escaped with some minor cuts/scratches.

Honda Civic was badly crashed.. but luckily, we escaped with no injuries..
I got alittle sprain on my neck while my other 3 friends are suffering from bad bad headache after the incident..

I was not the driver.. it was not my car.. HENG AR!! =X

Ambulance and police arrived..

Sent to the nearest hospital, East Shore Hospital..

Statements recorded..

Naggy policemen.. =.=''

Was much more worried about Patrick instead.. Afraid that he might get into serious complications..

Stayed over in the hospital with my friends..

Only managed to get hold of Patrick's family the next morning..
Went back home with my frd's accompany to pick up my car and headed to Patrick's house to fetch his parents to the hospital to visit him..

A very bad day.. A very bad start...

Hopefully things will get better when we really step into the NEW YEAR of 2007!!
The year of boar!

WAN SHUI!

*Complicated heart matters..*

2006-12-12T10:46:00.000+08:00

@_@ i am sick again... RAWR! T__T

Caught with gastrics flu.. and high fever yesterday.. it hits up to 39.3 ..

I am still unwell today.. but at least the fever went down alot.. to 37.5..

My brain cells are dead.. might be leaving early from work today..

WTF!! my nose is bleeding nw!!

2006-12-07T10:38:00.000+08:00

Have you ever met someone you know so coincidentally that 1 day u can bump into that person twice and the next following day you see him/her again, at the same time and same place.. LOL

I was on my way to work yesterday morning and when i arrived Outram MRT at around 915am, while i was stepping out of the train, i saw someone so familiar standing infront of me..!! Its my school mate!! RAWR!!

Hey man! Long time no see! But cos he taking the train which i jus alighted to go work.. So, we just passby each other with a 'O.O' 'Hey! Hi!' 'Bye!' Lame right.. haha..

While walking to office, we were sms-ing each other.. and feels so funny abt the greetings just nw.. Soon after, i went to client's office at Toa Payoh at about 230pm.. and yet again i saw him.. He is with a client, so another 'Hi' 'Bye' situation again..

And today! I was in the train on the way to work, and when it reaches Outram, i saw the same familiar face through the glass window again!.. We smiled at each other... 'Hello!' 'Bye!' Haha.. no time to chat much... He dropped me a morning greeting sms.. Damn cute sia.. Bth..

Hohoho.. Update again later.. =X

2006-12-04T11:19:00.000+08:00

Finally, i will be quite free for the next 2 hours... so here i am to do some updating...

If u ppl have read my previous entry.. u would have known how many wakes i have attended this yr... and as i tot it gonna be end of 2006,... suddenly within 1month.. 3 wakes attended...

I tot the last i would be attending was Retro's grandpa..but on the same week, Fri, received another news from my frd.. grandma.. and.. last night.. another one... grandpa.. AHHH!!!! Gonna attend either tonight or tmr night.... T___T

2006 sux can!

i hope next yr will be a better yr for me man!

I was sorting out my schedule last night.. and realised that i will be damn busy during the week of x'mas...

21st, i remembered someone has already ask me to spare the slot for her to go shopping with her... i think its Crystal...? i cant rem.. =X

22nd, i got VMW x'mas party to attend but at the same time, was invited by FE Organization to attend their D&D... this time die sia... =.='''

23rd, Whole day reserved for aud family... but.. was requested by my pals to join them for a drink at night... ARRR!!

24th, departing SG early in the morning to some island.. gotta miss the countdown with AUD family, my associates.. and sisters!!

25th, was supposed to join my buddies for a gathering in the afternoon.. but i will only reach SG around early evening?... and have promised Mama and kuku Vara to bring them clubbing that night... T___T

26th,... so far nothing yet bah... self declared off day! =X

I am left with another 2 weekends to do the shopping... and to cut my hair.. wah~ RAWR!
Wanted to go JB also no time spared man!! basket...

Neglected ivodka too much also... >.< feel so bad... finally went in AUD for afew rounds last night.. lost touch le... the songs also quite diff le.. feel so noob sia.. Booooo~

Gonna do recruitment again on Wed... Hopefully i can be able to participate in it.. Hohoho... And all thanks to dazer and tock for keeping iVodka alive while i am so inactive in AUD... =X

*huggies*

2006-11-27T12:28:00.000+08:00

Got introduced to you by a friend
You were cute and all that
Baby you set the trend, yes you did oh

The next thing I know we're down at the cinema
We're sitting there, you start kissing me

What's that about?
You're moving too fast

I don't understand youI'm not ready yet
baby I can't pretend
No I can't

The best I can do is tell you to talk to me
It's possible
Eventual
Love will find a way
Love will find a way

Don't say you love me
You don't even know me
If you really want me
Then give me some time

Don't go there baby
Not before I'm ready
Don't say your heart's in a hurry
It's not like we're gonna get married

Give me
Give me some time

Here's how I play
Here's where you stand
Here's what to prove
To get any further than
Where it's been

I'll make it clear
Not gonna tell you twice
Take it slow

You keep pushing me
You're pushing me away
Pushing me away

Don't say you love me
You don't even know me baby
Baby don't say you love me
Baby Give me some time

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She's out of my life
She's out of my life

And I don't know whether to laugh or cry
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life

It's out of my hands
It's out of my hands

To think for two years she was here
And I took her for granted
I was so cavalier

Now the way that it stands
She's out of my hands
So I've learned that love's not possession
And I've learned that love won't wait

Now I've learned that love needs expression
But I learned too late
And she's out of my life
She's out of my life

Damned indecision
And cursed pride
Kept my love for her
Locked deep inside

And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life

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Ooh hey, yeah

Hush, just stop

There's nothing you can do or say,
baby I've had enough I'm not your property as from today,
baby You might think that I won't make it on my own
But now I'm
Stronger than yesterday

Now it's nothing but my way
My lonliness ain't killing me no more
I'm stronger
That I ever thought that I could be,

baby I used to go with the flow
Didn't really care 'bout me
You might think that I can't take it,
but you're wrong

Cause now I'm
Stronger than yesterday

Now it's nothing but my way
My lonliness ain't killing me no more
I'm stronger

Come on, now

Oh, yeah

Here I go, on my own
I don't need nobody, better off alone
Here I go, on my own now
I don't need nobody, not anybody
Here I go, alright, here I go
Stronger than yesterday

Now it's nothing but my way
My lonliness ain't killing me no more
I'm stronger

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Listen to me as I explain this situation
It's not like I wanna destroy his reputation

We are still together
But we are not moving on

When we first met it was the perfect combination
Now when I look at him it fills me with frustration
What is a girl to do when she is not having fun

How can I tell him I have to try
There is no easy way of saying goodbye

How do I break it It's just no good
My heart is telling me that I really should
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone

I think we're going in the opposite direction
No longer think that we are making a connection
I am so unhappy,
I'll rather be alone

In the beginning it was one special occasion
Now when I talk to him his mind is on vacation

I want it over, all said and done
How can I tell him that he isn't the one
The feeling for you is gone

I want it over all said and done
How can I tell him that he isn't the one
I must be subtle, I must be strong
The feeling is gone

Dun Think Too Much Peeps! These Are All Songs Lyrics. . BOHAHAHA..
Guess The Song Title =)

2006-11-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

Slept till around 11am.. watch Super Sunday channel 56 on SCV.. Chatted on Msn.. Met 2 pals for lunch~ and was late~ ...

Came back home.. chatted on MSN again.. did some talking with someone, and hope tat all misunderstandings are cleared and no offence to wadever we have talked about.

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Saturday 18/11/2006

Had a date with my friends today so was unable to join mich and the rest for the dinner at bedok 85.. T_T

Went City Hall, met up with Hao, Orange, Yao and Peng.. Went for lunch at Marina Square foodcourt den went shopping.. but end up didnt get anything.. i am gonna go on my shopping spree soon~ RAWR!!! They suggested watching 'Step up' at Marina Square 9.45pm.. While awaiting for another 2 of my frds to confirm, i received a sms from Fai.. They are gonna watch Step Up at Tampines Mall too... Hmm.. well, i cant join them still, cos i cant leave my friends behind.. =(

Skip skip~

Step up - VERY NICE SHOW~~
i love it! will buy the DVD and watch again.. dun even mind watching it again in the cinemas.. ")

Thinking of somewhere to go for supper.. and went to the Hong Kong cafe to have some french toast and fried custard bun.. and of cos the 'teh peng'! ^^ Chat, chat, chat.. until 345am den go back..

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Friday 17/11/2006

Left office kinda early today cos i gotta attend a D&D. It was my client's company and i was invited.

D&D at Swissotel.. Kinda stressed up when they have this dancing session.. and gotta look for dance partner.. i was soo 'pai seh' loh.. den this well-dressed, tall and handsome guy, he came up and asked for a dance with me... *blush* Well, he was the CEO's son.. =.=''' chatted with him awhile. he was kinda friendly.. and i guessed he's about 27? Good potential. . =X

Went back after the function and dead on bed... zzz

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Thursday 16/11/2006

Late for work.. and forgotten all about my appt today.. What a mess man~

We need more manpower!
I am no supergal! T__T

I am too lazy to blog nw.. *end*

2006-11-15T16:22:00.000+08:00

Busy busy busy! Tats hw i have been lately.. And also cough cough cough! yet to recover!
but well, met Jifan for dinner on Tues, he bought me 3 bottles of chinese medicines.. syrup.. =.=''' the taste is .... YUCKS! but it does help abit more or less la.. =p Thankz ar jifan! and also for the photos and card! ^^

Being very busy with work, projects,.. doing alot of new arrangement to our existing structure/team.. Currently employing afew positions as we are really short-handed.

I will find a chance to video or capture some pics of my office which my team and i are stationed at. Its really total different from other offices tat u could find out there.. Its decorated in a very cosy and comfy environment, with dim downlights (yellow lighting) instead of those bright white lighting. My main office is just a street away from where i am nw.. of cos its much bigger there, with 2 storeys and consists about 35-40 staffs whereas my office consists of only 9 staffs. xD

Taken some pics of my work station, will post it up later to share it with u guys.. ^^ Still trying to get more display items for my work desk.. We just shifted into this new office like only a month? LOL.. so its still kinda messy..

My brain nw is conjested... low memory space.. =(

Oh yes! About the animation screening http://www.sfs.org.sg/event.php?id=54 tat i have blogged abt, if u guys are interested in any of the screenings, you got to purchase the tickets asap, as most of the shows are selling fast nw..

Met up with Fai, Dazer and Diana at PS just now around 845pm.. Saw Fai with a new haircut~ Woo... more 帅 now le hor! hohoho~ wearing shirt some more.. but pls.. FAI~~ your actions must match your outfit la... zzz Must keep yr hairstyle that way hor..

Went for some cakes at Secret Recipe.. ordered the Oreo Cheesecake while Fai ordered the Chocolate Banana cake.. hmm.. dun really like the oreo cheesecake there.. i still prefer the one from Bakerzin.. =p Had a hard time taking pics for Fai and Dazer.. Can spend about 15mins jus to take a proper pic... =.=

Soon after photo taking session, we are chased away by the ppl there cos they gonna close already.. Went out and decided to take a cab back...

I am sooooo TIRED!!! =(

Wooo~ Fai's new hairstyle!!!

On double date!!! Hor hor~

Supposedly date.. =x

Companion...~

Another companion~~ =x

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人能不能无需爱情。。 somebody asked me this.. 我不会回答。。

Too much tots.. too much things that i wanted to say.. i would like to choose to keep silent.. should i?
Think whatever u thinks abt me..

Wants a talk, feel free to do so...
OMG!! I goin CRAZY!!!
WTH AM I DOING!!

你曾深刻体会对爱感到胆怯
还好有懂他的你给你安慰看你失落的脸

又再为爱憔悴你心痛的感觉竟如此的强烈
眼角的泪它给过谁伤透了心也无所谓
他会愿意静静地陪在你身边

如果说爱已不可以那你宁愿藏心里面
其实你害怕会失去他的感觉

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
矛盾着犹豫不决
没准备跨越爱的界线

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
进与退被爱包围谁犯规都狼狈
谁能解围让一切完美

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
他和我拥抱瞬间不后悔
这暧昧星光唯美把爱放心里面

2006-11-12T03:25:00.000+08:00

Looking at the time nw... 3.20am.. yea and i am here to update my blog before i go to bed..

Woke up at 10.30am this morning, went to bath and change and surf the net for awhile while waiting for my friends to cum pick me up to go for the 2006 motorshow at Suntec Convention Hall.

Reached there around 1200nn, went to purchase the tickets and off we go into the exhibition hall. Once we entered, a lady came over and tell us to quickly get our entry tickets for the Subaru stunt show at the counter outside cos there are limited seats. So we quickly queue up for the tickets and continued with the exhibition. 1st comment i commented: eeeks.. .the modelss... bu mei de... =x and there are fewer eye-catch of cars as compared to previous yrs..

The crowd was not as huge as wad we expected too... And to our surprise, brands like: Ford, BMW, Mercedes, Mitsubishi etc... were not in the exhibition too...

The best part of the exhibition is the Subaru stunt show. It was really amazing man! i really salute that man! Especially the part which he does the parallel parking and the one where by he drove the car only with the 2 wheels at the side and with passengers in the car some more! COOL MAN!
Initially we tot of participating in the stunt ride which is we will sit at the passenger seat and they bring us for the stunt but just normal ones.. but looking at queue... zzz... we walked off without second tots.. :P

My friend wants to change his car so he was actually asking us for opinions and suggestions. and we were trying out those that he was interested in.. so we spent afew hours in the exhibition.. and i was soooo damnnn hungryyy... T_T.. my gastrics act up... and i felt so weak.. my vision was blurry.. thinking tat there were some dirts in my eye i keep rubbing.. until it turns quite red.. den Joyce asked me to stop rubbing and she looked into my eyes she said nothing inside.. only all yr veins are shown.. =( i hurried them to go for a meal before i faint.. =x

Finally heading to have my 1st meal of the day at 4pm... had Fish & Co.. yum yum..! For the 1st time, i finished my portion all by myself... =.= tat shows hw hungry i am... After makan, went shopping awhile.. saw so many things tat i wanna buy.. but i cant... cos i got a whole pile of bills waiting for me to settle... T___T

Tom wanted to buy something from Mustafa so we acc him and headed there.. i hate that place! i dunno why... but i jus dun like black skin ppl.. =x (no offence) My mum did told me that when i was a baby, i cried whenever i sees a black man.. LOL

Went to join my other group of buddies for dinner at Serangoon at 9pm.. Gonna celebrate Zhenqun's 26th birthday at a pub called Orange which we patronised frequently. As usual bottles of Martell were opened.. Think about 6 bottles tonight? haiz.. crazy ppl.. =x I didn't drink much cos i realize that i have not fully recovered from my cough and sore throat! T___T This is really pissing me off! Cos i can't sing!!! RAWR!

Sky did an amazing trick which makes us go O.O!! LOL! Played afew new games brought by Steward and myself.. next time play with u all k. =p Sky broke a glass right in front of me and the water spilled onto my legs... =.=''' lucky nvr tio cut..

Everything ended at 230am when finally 'ah yi' (the boss of the pub's ah yi) chased us out.. >.< That 'ah yi' diaoz man! Wo xi huan! lol.. Splited into groups and home sweet home.. hmm.. i am tired.. and i should take my medi and get some rest nw.. Good nite.

2006-11-10T12:24:00.000+08:00

Tired... zzz... slept around 2am last night and luckily managed to get up just in time to complete my projects report for VMW and to submit a quotation to my client for Enzine Pte Ltd.. Thanks to the morning call by fai and jifan..

It was already 9.15am when i have completed all.. den have to take cab to office again.. It always cost me around $13-$14.00 ex right.. cos i have to pay for the peak hr - $2.00, den 1 ERP at PIE , another 1 at CTE and finally the last one at the CBD area.. which adds up to a total of $3.00 for all ERP.. and plus the start off of $2.50 = $7.50 when i jus boarded the cab... =.='''

It was raining during lunch so in order to avoid the rain, my colleagues and i went to the italian restaurant just afew steps ahead. We were served 3 servings of delicious dory fish with shitake mushrooms, and 1 boneless chicken! NICE! yummy... =) Will try the pasta next time. ^^

Feeling so tired throughout the whole day.. Was shivering in the afternoon even though it was not cold, instead i was feeling hot! Went to take 5mins break in the pantry and felt better after..

At around 4.45pm, WH says hey serene! later got meeting with our team later at 6pm hor, to discuss our on-hand projects... Hell man! Another meeting!! *faint* looks like i cant go back early again today... :(

Anyway, last night, after meeting at 740pm, rushed to Vivocity to meet up fai, shiki and jifan. Yeah we met up for a movie, The Texas Chainsaw Masscare. Before the show starts at 9pm, we went to grab our dinner at Sushi tei.. cos we all craving for sushi.. hoho! But.. sad to say, we only left with half hour for dinner.. cos by the time jifan arrive and the walking of here and there and getting lost.. etc.. we managed to reach sushi tei only at 8.30pm... cannot slowly enjoy our meal.. T_T hurry ordered our bentos and i quickly grab afew plates of sushi off the belt.. and eating at the fastest speed that i could...

O.O i have been writing this entry since 11am.. and now is already 7.30pm.. zzz... and i havent completed yet.. WTH.. that shows i am very busy.. HOHOHO! Anyway, my meeting was called off jus nw when something serious happened in office.. regarding to 1 of the proj managers.. he.. scolded his client the F***!!! =.='' dunno how MD gonna deal with him..

Ok back to the movie outing details.. okie so after the dinner, which was already 9.10pm, we quickly rushed to the cinema.. luckily it just started.. ermm.. second time to vivo to catch a show, but i supposed this will be my last time.. cos the seat is really uncomfy.. its too high. u have to sit up straight in order to get yr comfortness.. so in order to feel comfy, i lied my head towards fai's seat and rested my head on the cushion throughout the show.. if not i sure headache and neck ache.. zzz The show was pretty nice.. HOHO!! CHAINSAW~~ but its very gross..

After movie, we walked around Vivocity and took many pics.. Then we saw Ben&Jerry still open so we decided to get ourselves some ice cream... I ordered a peanutbuttercup while jifan ordered a berryberry and fai, a american pie.. Woooo.. so delicious.. craving for that nw too.. :P

Walked around outside Vivo, looking for nice spots to take photos again.. so we take and take and take den we walk and walk and walk..... Until there is no more nice spots for us to continue taking our lame pics.. we decided to join Shiki to Orchard as he was being called back to Orchard for some work..

Took a cab down and alighted at Wisma.. From there jifan continued looking for spots to take pics again.. the x'mas lightings are up and we took afew.. but due to the hp camera quality.. we didnt take much also cos it doesn't turns out well.. =.= Den we walked aimlessly from Wisma til near Meridien, i told them to stop walking.. i am getting exhausted! its already 1am.. and from there decided to head back home while shiki go back for his work.

Ok nw.. there u go.. the pics again..

Shiki, fai & nut... outside vivo.. nice view ma? :)

nut & ji...fan..

yeah! BEN & JERRY!

berryberry, peanutbuttercup and american pie..

want some? ^-^

fighting for ice cream..? *poke fai!

flower...

nw the pink one...

gay.... zzz....

do.. re.. mi...?

wei wei....~~ anyone there.. ~~

2006-11-08T13:06:00.000+08:00

Finally, after a week of leave plus 2 days MC, i am back to work. Sick for the past1 week.. seen the doc twice.. and finally i got much much better almost to recovery only after ytd of full rest at home.. :P
Back to office.. Many projects.. Hoho.. *mang si wo* still got time to blog.. =X Later in the evening still got meeting to attend.. haiz.. dunno wad time end =.=''' work work work.. life is so boring..

My colleagues went to watch Flushed Away last night, under company welfare.. T_T Just received an email from Max.. Animation Nations 2006 brought by Singapore Film Society is here. Whoever interested in animation might like to take a peep at wad's going on..? http://www.sfs.org.sg/event.php?id=54 click on the link.. hohoho.. prices of tix, time, venue and animations title are all stated. its worth for the catch. they are directed by famous and awarded animators.. ^^

Going for lunch later at 2pm.. and gonna shop for snacks and drinks at the NTUC!! Yeah! top up time for the pantry! :) Choi Fun and Stacy so happy to hear that.. LOL

And ya! dunno wad happened to MSN and my outlook express here in the office..
Alot of my contacts in MSN has been deleted!!! T___T HELP! =( add me back... T_T
Xiaomei: i need u to paste the contacts for iVodkas members to me in MSN.. my list of iVodka members left with 15 only.. the rest all kenna delete.. >.<

Tmr gotta juggle between VMW and Enzine.. meeting at 3.30pm for Enzine's client.. but.. VMW hw.. T_T btw, Enzine Pte Ltd is the company that i owned.. which is the signage company.. Whereas VMW is a animation, video and perspective for achitectural firm and i am here working as a Assistant Manager. Have to handle both sides.. but well.. Enzine is not gonna take in as many projects as before due to some internal problems which yet to be solved.. Gambatte!

oops.. nid to get back to work.. edit again later..

2006-11-06T00:01:00.000+08:00

Jus came back after a movie, Flushed Away - Cartoon show, with shiki and jifan.. Was late meeting them. Supposed to meet at 630pm but i end up leaving home at 625pm. =X Rushed down via cab thinking tat there is not much time left to eat and catch the show that starts at 720pm.. but haiz.. shiki later den me.. =X

Went to MOS burger, i had some butterfly prawns and ice milk tea while jifan and shiki took a burger each.. Late for movie again.. And as usual jifan rushed to toilet, me and shiki went to get popcorns and drinks..

Laughing throughout the whole show and the 3 of us felt so kiddy.. :P
Show ended around 9pm.. toilet again.. =.=''' den took cab to hougang superbowl for the pepper crabs at a coffeeshop.
Shiki ordered heneiken.. give tat man a beer! woo!
We ordered 3 pepper crabs and Jifan thinks tat its not enough and suggested to order something else to go along with. Me and shiki asked him go order some snacks or something..
He ended up ordering a plate of fried hong kong noodles, dry hor fun and fried rice.. our reaction was like O.O''' why order so much food sia... =.='''
After finishing the crabs me and shiki were kinda full.. hmm.. the rest of the food, 60% eaten by jifan 20% by shiki and remaining of 20% were leftover..
I was messing with the food while waiting for them to finish.. =X

Took some lame pics after that.. Then shiki, jifan and me hopped into a cab and they send me back.. ^^ thanks..
And also thanks to shiki for the honey and sweets.. :)

Lame pics as follows:

Looking at the beer??

yeah! give tat man a beer!

Jifan: no no! no beer! Heh Heh!

Nut & shiki

Yummy! nice nice! i wan more!

Piggy jifan! finish all the food u saw in the pic by himself.. =X

LEXY .. tao kay? (dunno hw to spell.. =X)

Lexy again.. Chilli. looks abit er xin..

iVodka.. (its the hong kong noodle!)

feets? dunno for wad oso.. taken by jifan..

finally! 3 of us! ^^

Jifan: got afew photos quite blur.. so i didnt post.. =X and its oso very lame.. heh heh!

2006-11-05T12:40:00.000+08:00

Feeling so terrible... aww.. feeling as if my body is tearing apart.. having difficulties in breathing, as if i have gotten asthma.. T__T is the medication too strong for my body?.. ... Gonna take a nap later after taking the medicines again.. hopefully i will better..

Hmm.. mayb later goin out in the evening for a show? Flushed down.. If i feel better k.. i will join u.. ^^

Watched Convenant with my pals at Vivo last night.. Nice show!! Worth the watch! :)
Vivo so damn crowded.... =.=''' want to do some shopping also no mood.. There is this man who wore a green suit and a helmet acting like a traffice police at the ground floor keep jumping around holding onto some adv for the boutiques.. i walked pass him, and i said: Wth he doing! monkey sia.. and i think i said too loud.. he keep staring at me.. :P

Did some window shopping and went to the food republic to grap some bite.. WAH! so many ppl.. @_@ ppl mountain ppl sea.. sianz.. zzz... managed to get a plate of hokkien mee and the 4 of us shared.. nice huh.. nt bad..

Took a seat outside at the open space area and had a little chat on all stuffs.. Work, family, relationships, friends.. bla bla.. yeah life is not easy man! Didn't intend to stay out too late cos i am still sick..

My ivodka family members and afew? or 1 waltz member are also out there somewhere watching DOA.. and heard that they continued with watching Convenant after that. Movie marathon.. hohoho! kinda miss them.. >.<

And shiki.. stop tempting me with the crabby thing can.... T____T

2006-11-03T17:16:00.000+08:00

Friday 03/11/2006

Just came back from seeing doctor... finally, decided to go to a doc after the cough and sore throat is not getting any better after almost a week.. instead.. its getting worst... T_T Seen the doc and he was like awww! its quite bad.. and i told him the pain is also affecting my neck.. my neck is aching too... and he press here and there den say: hmm.. yr neck is swelling.. hohoho! after tat, dunno wad he say in medical terms den i go: HUH?? he explained, but so soft hw to hear! dun care la!

Waiting for my medicine... O.O i got see wrong bo?? 6packets of different medicine and a bottle of cough syrup! =.=''' hw to eat so many medicines sia.... haiz.. costs me $34.. zzz...

Gone for lunch with my frd at a nearby coffeeshop after seeing doc.. 4pm den take lunch... zzz... Ordered 'Ban Mian' with lots of chilli... yummy! Took a walk inside 'Shop N Save' supermarket and ended up buying a packet of titbits and lemon chessecake kit kat.. =X still wanna yi du gong du! Came back home and here i am blogging and chatting on MSN nw... Waiting for time to go frd's house for.. mahjong? hohoho! wish me luck! HUAT AR! =X

Thanks for accompanying me to the doc. ^^

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Thursday 02/11/2006

Morning call given by fai and jifan at 11.30 and 12nn respectively... zzz.. so tired sia.. gonna meet fai, jifan, diana, kuro and dazer for cycling later at 2pm. Jifan called me at 12nn says he on the way le.. den i was like O.O so early! we meeting 2pm at Tampines u nid to go out tat early meh... he says ya need loh! aiya, since he already out let him go there wait.. =X

Around 1.15pm, jifan sms me says hey i about to reach le... muahaha! expected! Den he keep asking wad time i reaching.. i told him i try to be early loh. End up i reach there 2.05pm.. =P Met up with fai and jifan.. Kuku diana eaten lunch at home le... and kuro jus wake up nia.. dazer still in school.. So, me, fai and jifan settled at Pastamania for our lunch..

Chase diana to come up faster so we can use her student pass... =X Wah.. jifan damn gao jia! he ordered an Alio Olio pasta and a hotdog baked rice! He finished all man! and even faster den me having a serving of Al Funghi! Power sia..

Went out to the open space to take some photos using jifan's camera while waiting for kuro and dazer.. They arrived shortly. Xiaomei have not taken lunch so accompany her to LongJohnSilver take her lunch.. Slowly we drag our time.. den shake our butts to the bus stop at Tamp library thinking tat there is bus number 12 to go DowntownEast directly.. but, in the end we ended up taking bus no. 15 to Pasir Ris interchange and we have to take another bus to reach our destination..

Alighted at busstop outside Aranda Country Club then we took a short walk to Downtown East. As Diana and Kuro's maple frds are having chalet there, they decided to dropby at their chalet 1st.. We stayed there for about 5-10mins den we left. Walked to the bicycle rental shop, finally we reached our destination at 5.10pm.. I took a glance at their operation hours.. O.O Monday - Friday 9am to 6pm. hohoho! We can't do as what we have planned for the day!

Ok, plan B! Watch movie, The Grudge 2! Everyone agreed and from there we splited into 2 groups of 3, and zoom! off we go, to the tampines mall in cab.. We reached faster then the guys.. so we went to the 4th storey and check out on the prices for some printings. After the guys arrived, we went to buy the tickets for the 7pm show. Its only 5plus then. Again, we took some pics.. and xiaomei says she wanna eat ice kachang? Went to the foodcourt, diana feels hungry.. so she bought the 'zha cai fa' with... EEEkkkks!!! LADY'S FINGERS!! YUCKS! she loves it so much man.. Gross! =X den jifan bought the indonesian style jifan? lol.. kuro also grapped himself a Taiwan style cutlet rice? Hmm.. Den fai bought 'zi ma hu'! Xiaomei and i drools.. den we shared with fai. Well, chinatown's one better. :p Diana bought 'qing tang' and jifan bought 'peaches? with ice?' xD i dunno.. i only knw his got alot of tastesless ice with many peach ontop.. =p

Went in at 7pm awaiting for the show to start.. so many advertisement.. zzz. The show was quite scary but story kinda complicating.. And xiaomei! yr hand very itchy hor! Hmph! After the show, we went Yoshinoya, bought a beef bowl and 3 ppl sharing it.. LOL but we got 5boxes of tako pachi accompanying us inside.. =X Seems like we keep eating and eating and eating.. =.='''

Left at 10pm, parted at the Mrt station with me, xiaomei and kuro taking bus and fai, diana and jifan taking train and headed back home...

Nut, Jifan & Diana..

Act cute de fai~~ =X

So wad... !!

Gotcha!

Eeekkkss... look at the lady's fingers!!

Dajie & Xiaomei..

007? o.O with 2 ku niangs at the side..

Ahbish!*

Oops.. !

Nut & jifan..

Wad u wan!

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Wednesday 01/11/2006

Was supposed to meet xiaomei for lunch at bedok interchange at 1pm.. but i ended up waking up at 1pm.. =X sry xiaomei.. rush to wash up and managed to meet her up at 2.10pm. Walk around interchange thinking of wad to eat.. and finally we settled off with something that both of us are not supposed to! We ate curry chicken rice! hohoho! So delicious.. :P

Bedok such a boring place man.. We sat down and and only see ah mas, ah peks passing by us.. damn low morale.. Took a walk around the central and finally xiaomei remembered there's a cafe at bedok library! yeah man! flew there immediately!

Bought some drinks and flipping through 'i zhou kan' with xiaomei and gossiping..

Went back home around 5pm? and played audition.. oooo i broke my hearts record today! 20 hearts! more to cum yea! ^^

2006-10-31T01:58:00.000+08:00

Monday 30/10/2006

Aww. . down with fever, sore throat, and cough. . . Went in msn and after much discussion decided to meet up for lunch at 4pm... lunch??? 4pm. . . dinner ?? hmm... wadever...

Met up with coughy dazer xiaomei at eunos mrt station.. she damn slow la.. have to chase her out of her house de... waited so long for her to get out... RAWR! Ended up reaching Bugis around 420pm.. and met up with sickly diana, kuro and ji fan..

Brought them to the Sketches for some yummy pasta... cos i guess they are all pasta lovers so share the place with them.. although it might be abit ex.. but well, guys, worth it right? ^^ Notice tat diana eats like a... so took down a video of her eating and at the same time, gotcha xiaomei too.. =X

Tock called and suggested catching up a movie later, 'Undercover Cops', a chinese show, at The Cathay. Went to pc bunk while waiting for tock's and fai's arrival. Show starts at 730pm, but we leave bunk at 730pm.. LOL. Rush down to buy the drinks and popcorns and nacho chips.. missed some little parts of the show.. the show was kinda.. ermm.. many actors, but.. it seems like 10mins of him, 10mins of her.. no comments for the show.. not really worth watching it in a cinema..

Realise tat iVodka alot of weird members... got lamers, got siao cha bos.. got ahlian.. got big baby and got bladder prob one oso.. =X cos today den i knw tat jifan have to go toilet soooo many times!!

Fai keep nagging tat he's hungry, haven't taken dinner yet, so we all accompanied him to MOS burger, while kuro went back 1st. Took a pic of ... hehe... can i post it here?? =X Soon after, all splited up home sweet home.. jifan took bus, dazer took train, and fai.. did he.. send.. oops! cos he left shortly after her.. and lastly me, tockie and diana shared a cab back.. during the journey, suddenly feel so heaty... omg la.. my fever is back. =.='''

O.O Someone is there.. at my void deck.. ya here looking for me? yeah obvious isn't it..RAWR.. After a short 10mins chat, he asked me go back rest as i was so unwell.. and was looking pale... eeekss.. sry ar..

3.40am le.. stupid blogger got prob.. RAWR! kenna chased to go sleep nw!! nite nite!

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Sunday 29/10/2006

Wooo..~ finally.. aud 5th outing.. at east coast park. Feeling abit sick~ RAWR! meeting some of the aud ppl at 4pm, took a cab to eunos station to pick up Diana and headed to parkway parade to meet up with tazzy, dazer and jifan.. Slurp.. Scoopz! Durian ice cream... yeah man! so delicious.. simply cant resist it.. =P

Hmm.. i guess i will cut short on this date entry cos it will seems like me dazer and diana having almost the same entry..

Shortly after, went to Mac and wait for tockie. On the way to east coast park, was asking dazer and diana something... well, i was kinda unexpected.. but it doesnt seems the way tat it claims anyway..

Reached there and saw so many faces and we were like O.O''' so many kids.. As it was too crowded, we went to the pit besides ours, sat there in our group and have a little chat.. Did some introducing to the new ppl.. Knew quite alot of ppl through this outing..

Everyone's waiting for the fire to start and i'm waiting for my sambal sotongs.. Jus as we were having fun, the sudden rain spoilt the whole outing.. Leaving most of them without having their fills and not having the fun.. and so much of uncooked food..

The rain caught me.. almost collasped outside mac while waiting for them to decide what to do. Feeling so damn terrible with the giddy spells.. luckily after a short rest at the foodcourt i felt so much better...

Our usual group of ppl decided to continue their dinners at bedok 85 hawker centre and also to meet up with shiki too. Me, tazzy and dazer left in Vigelic's car, while the rest, retro, tock, fai, diana, jifan, vedor, kuro, karen and djasakurayoh splited into groups and take cab there. Almost cant arrive bedok 85 in 1 piece.. phew.!

Had fun eating, chatting and teasing each other. And jus b4 we parted, we took afew photos.. and hor.. tsk tsk.. someone took so many pics with... HOHOHO!! =X After the photo taking session, we spilted into groups and shared cab back.. Reached home and got spammed by questions from... aww...

Anyway, thanks Retro for organising the outing. It was a great one only the bad weather tat spoils the whole thing.. anyway, we do enjoy it.. ^^

iVodka

Nut & Jifan

Nut & grandson, kuro.. black label..?

Nut & retro

Nut & shiki katana cheeky banana =X

hohoho!!

2006-10-27T19:11:00.000+08:00

omg la! i was surprised by .... 'u'... i was playing aud with diana.. and realised that my character bodybuild and the way it stands, sits and waves like a guy's character.. played one round and went to shopping mall to see if there's any changes..

'ring.. ring..'
me: hello?
ta: hey are u at home?
me: ya, y?
ta: can u cum down nw?
me: huh? wad? u downstairs????
ta: ya, i downstairs nw.. can u cum down awhile i got something to give u..
me: huh? really ar?
ta: ya la
me: orh.. ok i cum now...

Logged off audition and went downstairs..

I saw him.. and he passed me something..
O_O bakerzin de box... cake! and i guess its oreo cheesecake! and bingo! Was quite stunned at the moment... lost for words.. i dunno wad to say to him.. >.<

A girl next-door.. wad have she done attracted the attention? *puzzled*

2006-10-25T14:14:00.000+08:00

Sunday 22/10/2006

Met up with Tock, fai, shiki, derrick(LH), kuro and retro. . (and as u can see, i am the only gal there =.=''') in the night at outram for a drinking session at Lollipop. Tried persuading shuling and siao char bo wintersnow to join.. but.. T_T they dun wan.. and moi dar, moooo went to monkies de chalet that night..

Ordered a bottle of martell and we start drinking.. i sang afew songs and played afew pub games with shiki.. heh... shiki, train harder! lalala... =X the 3x table game was eventually brought into it.. and guess wad.. only me and fai nvr lose! lol... ^5! and poor derrick and retro... kept losing..

Discussing if we should go over monkies chalet... and soon after, diana, tutu, bw and ahben joined us... wondering if they will suspect or check on them cos. . underage... but luckily nope.. nvr spoil our mood and fun! yeppie!

O_O >>>> there's a dog! its here! i always see that dog around in the pub. . its soooo cute... so furry... so guai... and... heavy... XD retro went over to carry the dog to our table and we had a fun time disturbing it... :P ooooo simply loves it man!

*ring.. ring...* my phone rang... *kup*. . . . . *ring ring* *kup*. . . *ring ring* omg.. this time i ans accidentally.. *kup* *ring... ring.. ring...* bo bian liaoz.. rush out ans phone call. . . . . . . *hello...*
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . yeah. . y i keep kup-ping the call... cos i knew it would spoil my mood and fun i was having that night.. and indeed.. *AHHHHH!!!!*

NAH! i am goin to have fun!! RAWR!!

hmmm... decided to go over monkies chalet. . . ermm.. kinda regret... cos all auditioners left le!! T___T but nice hearing the story by patrina... interesting story... LOL slack around outside the chalet.. with the lame jokes and riddles... 2 malays patrolling around came and told us a ridiculous rule by costa sand resort... only 4ppl can stay in the chalet and the rest have to go back!!! WTF! wad kind of rule is tat man! pissed!

Stayed till 4+am? can't rem... only knw tat the timing was kinda ermm.. to go back or not to go back.. haiz.. well, all decided to go back home.. so waiting for taxis... and ermm.. surprisingly, someone offered to send me back...?? =X xie xie ni hor... nice? >.<

Trying to act cute huh... XD

the cutie pub dog!! Love it!

DAR!! i miss u!! finally i saw u at downtowneast... =X

OMG! Kuro.. wad u doin to my dar!!

horhor...

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Monday 23/10/2006

Ermm.. well, i didnt sleep the whole night... =.=''' its 9.45am.. intending to take a nap... but.. omg!!! phone rang... nid to go back office for some meeting... RAWR!!

Went back office after a short rest of an hour... after meeting met my friends and went to his place.. waiting for... the mahjong session! LOL... damn tired.. still can play mahjong not bad huh.. =X started around 8plus played for 2 rounds... ended at 3am.. and i lost ... T__T lost $70..

Geylang 'you tiao da wang'.. there we goes for supper.. and headed back home.. dead on the bed..
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Tuesday 24/10/2006

hmm.. woke up at 11+am.. not going for the audition event at pc bunk.. cos i feel so weird.. =X anyway, i got all the updates of the ongoing activities, ranking and wadsoever.. met moi frd for lunch, went bugis for a short walk.. and headed to her place...

Final ranking results out.. wooo grats to the winners.. and fai for getting 1st place and the limited edition tee!! and diana! well done.. the only ivodka! ^^ and also i mus pei fu tazzy.. for getting all the 4 prizes with all her 4 coupons.. lol.. u damn heng la.. still dare to say u suay..

Fai called.. chatted with them and decided to meet them up for coffee.. took a cab to far east, met up with diana, dazer, fai, shiki, shuya, newcomer flash, tazzy. Shared our school times games, some ghostly stories and movies.. so engrossed into the topic.. LOL

Once again... phone rang.. i seriously dunno wad i should do.. i kept telling myself: hey! u should make a decision right? or am i waiting for him to make a decision tat i dun dare to.. am i avoiding it?

wad are we now.. i oso dunno.. things that u claimed u did enough for me.. aren't wad i wanted.. yes, u gave me surprises at times.. buy good stuffs for me.. but this is not wad i wan.. i nid the care.. have u given me enough care? when i was hospitalised for the operation, where are u.. when i was so sick, and u were there, did u bring me to a doc? When i was in pain during my sleep, u were beside me.. i woke u up, hey i having very bad chest pain.. wads yr reaction.. orh.. *Zzzz* . . . . when i was telling them the happenings during the thailand trip, even xiaomei can say tat if its her bf she will smack him.. well, i didnt ask for much did i?

How long am i goin to drag this... wah piang.. can u face it!!! RAWR!

2006-10-19T10:58:00.000+08:00

First of all, thankz fai.. just so happened tat u were chatting with me when that happens.. so shoot everything to u.. >.< ps...

Is everything gonna change for me? Let's wait till end of this week for the ans bah..

If yr partner says lets give each other sometime to think things over and the time frame is 1 year... and during this 1 yr, status = frds.... hw would u think? wad would u do?.... Possible to remain as frds for 1 yr and get back together again? wad happen if u bump him/her on the streets? would u greet him/her? . . . .

When u nid him, he is not there for u.. when he nids u, u are always there for him.. Whatever requested its given to him.. but whatever u request, its always not done..

Tired? Let it go...?? Regret? yeah.. for not letting go earlier...

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2006-10-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

Everything was fine today, until the evening time.. Was having such a terrible headache. So left office around 620pm tot of goin hme for a good rest.. Around 645pm when i about to reach eunos mrt station, WH called... 'Serene ar, the new office key with u ar? the contractor went back already no key to lock!' Wth! nw den say.. fine.. i told him i go back take car den bring key back to him..

Car not at home!! siao liaoz! called bf, ask him to help me fetch me back to office.. he said ok and when i ask him cum pick me at 8pm he say cannot! he say 10pm! O_O! u expect them to wait for me until 10??? "me,sis and her hubby wanna go ntuc and go have dinner"

"can u do me a favour? ta bao go back eat can? shorten the time and let me go back office earlier.. i having terrible headache!" "Dun wan la! Take mrt back to office la.."

Hey man! do u know y i purposely leave office so early today! and wads the emphasizing on my headache for! squeezing into the mrt again is gonna be hell for me! can't u spare a tot for me! He simply ignore my words.. " take cab go back den " RAWR! "fine! i wont ask for yr help again!" ............. he hang on me!!!! SHIT HIS BLOODY ******!!! WELL DONE!

Fight with him via SMS.. blood really boils! he simply jus love himself only! 4yrs! have u ever really spare a tot for me? why mus i be the one always reminding u: hey spare a tot for me or even for others!! i am really tired... sick and tired...

Can we live without love? Really wish to think twice abt us.. but on the other hand, i dun wish to think abt it.. thinking of it.. jus makes me.... teary...

U makes me wonder... always wonder if u are the one for me and if i am the one u looking for... u can be really sweet at times.. but only 10%... and for the rest of 90% i dunno wad u really wan or wad u thinking...

Alright, serene will be fine after a night sleep... jus wanna vent my anger here.. pardon me..

2006-10-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

Deathnote!! i missed it! miss watching it with aud frds.. sadded.. also miss the highlight of the day.. *xiaomei* hehe~ =X must wear again hor!

Went with my bf for a frd's birthday celebration at one of the chalet at tenah merah.. reached there quite early.. slack around the area while waiting for the rest to arrive.. waiting for them to.... start the table! yeah man! mahjong session! ooo right man! i got a self drawn 'da san yuan'!!! LOL... $22 from each player! =p but luck gone after tat... =.=''' played till 4am.. win? lose? Overall, i lost $10.. from a 3-rounds and bet of 3-6.. but... my stupid bf, went to play daidee, 2 hrs of game.. he lost $50.. =.='''

End of gamble session? all left chalet.. =X

Suddenly... i dunno wad else to write.. i ... feel.. so... haiz..

2006-10-13T01:34:00.000+08:00

Was intending to have a good rest today but was requested by tockie to bring him to the army market to settle his army uniforms for the later departure to his 'holiday'. He went for a hair cut while waiting for the auntie to sew his badges.. Went round and round the place jus to look for a hair salon.. cos he dun wan to get his hair done in a barber.. =.= Though its short, but ya, still nice and handsome ya!

Went to pick up dazer, diana, kuro and teh susu at peninsula plaza. Headed for dinner at Cuppage, Snack World, jus remembered it was the indonesian curry chicken rice and claypot rice that was nice.. >.<

Again, tockie's house here we cum.. watched final destination 3.. but didnt completed the whole show.. they jus fast forward and watch the scene whereby how they died.. and this dazer hor.. u abit 'bian tai' de.. keep laughing at the way they died.. omg! and the teh susu so scared.. LOL

Took cab back and here i am.. cant sleep, so blogging nw.. having headache.. hope i dun fall sick.. god bless!

Tockie will be leaving for his 'holiday' in afew hours time.. and ya, sort out everything in your mind during your 7weeks.. remember wad i msg u. take care baby..

Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything, to just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is, to know, to feel, to love. To love someone is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this. When you love someone dosen't mean that you have to be together with him but hope that he will be blessed with happiness and be happy always. If you love someone, set him free. If he comes back, he was, and always will be yours. If he never returns, he was not meant to be yours. Letting go is one of the way to say i love you...

2006-10-12T16:15:00.000+08:00

Wad a tiring day ytd... Went for work in the morning, and met tockie and fai around 4plus. To get all the foods and stuffs prepared for the night's gathering, i drove tockie's mum's mercedes.. =.=''' swt.. so scary... not used to it.. the side mirror.. so small de >.< the car.. so big.. and there is this tap jus above the signal which i keep accidentally tap onto it.. dunno wat's tat.. luckily nothing happened..

Went bedok 85 to order the satays and bbq chicken wings, headed to siglap cold storage.. lost our way, turn 1 big round den finally we got there.. bought everything we shld went to carpark.. spent 10mins figuring out hw to open tat boot.. and realize cashcard no money so fai and tockie went to top it up while i waited for them in the car..

Alvin er zi and ange reached kembangan le!!! and we have yet to collect the food from bedok 85! so we went back to kembangan mrt to pick them.. but mrsmoo and stealzkin also reach le.. die liaoz.. cant fit in so many ppl.. so tock decided to pick up stealzkin and moo only and ask my erzi and ange to wait 1st.. zooommm all the way to bedok 85, pick up the foods and drop fai, moo and stealz at tockie plc 1st and went back to kembangan mrt to pick erzi ange.. but to our surprised! dazer and the rest reached le! omg loh! how to fit in all of them.. so ask any 4 to hop up into the car.. Reached tockie plc jus in time to meet the pizza man.. wah.. timing jus nice.. phew!

So damn tired.. met afew new faces whom i have nt seen b4, crystal aka wintersnow aka siao char bo.. tazzy aka taiji... and stealzkin. nice meeting u ppl! ^^

It was fun last night.. although most of them left early.. leaving me, xiaomei, diana, moo dar, tazzy, fai and shiki.. had some red wine, cordon blue, tequilla and barcadi.. tock abit seh with all the mixtures.. me, xiaomei and tazzy went back together around 1am, left with the rest to accompany tockie the whole night there...

Dead on the bed after i took a shower.. ignoring all the msn msg... sry ppl.. i am really damn tired.. >.< hope u guys have had fun last night ya! take care! <3 LEXY!!

2006-10-10T15:21:00.000+08:00

Thankz moo dar for changing the blogskin for me once again.. ^^ woaini!! hugz!

Went for movie with the usual ppl - diana, kuro, shuling, faifai, shiki, moo dar.. watched the possessed (M18) cos death note not released yet.. tot it would be kinda scary cos its a thailand movie.. but ya, more to sexual type of scene. haha.. gotta cover the underage one.. =X We do have a way to smuggle diana in yea... good job! =p

Dau love Pookie; Pookie love Dau!

Oh ya, jus remembered, fai got a nice kick from diana.. lol.. Diana, tat kick of yrs power!! he almost fell off his seat.. haha.

And the game tat we played before the movie, no english pls.. only chinese allowed.. tat was really funny.. all started talking so weirdly.. >.<

Went back after the movie peeps into ppl's blog and saw tat FNSx5 so fast updated.. LOL

Hmm.. dunno wads wrong with me lately... lots of thoughts.. of wad? I oso nt sure.. tots of my career, my family, my future, my relationship, my friends.. my everything..!! i feel so unhappy lately.. i have to do things to make myself feel happy.. cheer myself up. eeks.. i hate tat.

The angel in Serene pls cum back to me.. i need u! u make me cheerful.. dun leave me.

Confident? in..? heart.. i am losing it~

2006-10-08T14:47:00.000+08:00

oh my.. the activities and work stuff recently is killing my body... =.=

Well, updates begin...

After work on fri, went to tockie's place for some chilling out session. I met fai and tock first and we went for some drinks near his place while waiting for the others to arrive.. Keep pestering tock to go back his house b4 9pm cos i wanna catch the channel 8 show last espisode. We reached his place around 845pm show not started so we went to his room 1st and tock showed us some disgusting bush... *puke* Tock: pls show me something nicer next time =p

Rush downstairs when the clock strike 9pm.. pestering tockie again to on his tv for me.. but b4 he does tat, the rest arrived.. went out to welcum xiaomei dazer, diana, tutu, kuro grandson, mich-hearts, ahlian shuling =x and delicious bunbun. 1 of the 'host' of tockie's family so friendly.. welcum them with a lick and sniffing.. and tat is REXY!! initially i tot tockie was calling him Lexy.. =.='''

Shortly after, the pizza man arrived and we all sat at his dinning area happily eating, drinking, chatting and playing games.. the house was full of laughter and lots of M18 topics.. =X tockie's specialised mixture of 'cocktail' is really nice.. i love tat. =) diana's face = tomato =p kuro was drinking madly as if he was having plain water..

Proceeded to tockie's bedroom, shared some of my ghost stories with them.. >.< hell to kuro! dun suddenly speak up from behind when u are supposed to be asleep! RAWR! watched the date movie.. halfway through tockie did some shifting of the bed.. but.. it wasnt a good idea though.. cos some incidents occured and the drinks fell onto the floor.. spilled. helped tockie to clean up his place.. okie, contiuned with the show but fai, tock and i joined hearts-mich and ahlian shuling at the other room for some crappings.. suddenly kuro soon zi breakdown.. soon ar: remember wad we told u tat night hor! if not i will slap u to make u awake! =p

Went back to tockie's room, intended to take a slp cos i nid to attend a meeting in the morning at 10am.. but.. cant get to slp.. and they were watching the ba yue zhong qiu gan ni niang.. and i keep laughing.. how to slp!! RAWR!! when i jus abt to fall aslp, i heard "piang"... oops~ wine glass fell and broke.. jump of the bed and clear the mess.. after tat i decided to change room, go join tockie, hearts-mich and ahlian shuling.. but.. this room worst.. =.=''' hearts-mich goes: wo du zi er! and she keep repeating tat.. even when all silent trying to slp.. suddenly she will go: wo du zi er! den all laugh again.. diaoz.. ya and heard tat b4 i came in she fell off the bed.. LOL we managed to sleep around 515am..

630am i heard the creaking sound of the door and i open my eyes and saw xiaomei shinning her hp at me saying: ni men hai zai shui jiao ar.. sorry.. 5mins later the rest came in.. =.=''' fai asked us wake up go for breakfast le.. i didnt join them for the breakfast cos i nid to get back home to prepare for my meeting..

So damn tired when i was home.. gastric acting up again.. =.= went for meeting and was 15min late.. was half dead.. ended at 1230pm.. rushed back home for a nap.. reached home around 1plus and dead in bed.. stupid phone.. stupid frd call me at 4plus.. woke up cant slp le.. anyway got to prepare go out again.. =.='''

OMG!! the haze!! its soooo bad!! the smell making me headache.. haiz.. met my friends went for dinner, and headed to shenton way party world.. not my usual self that night.. didnt sang much songs.. and was kinda quiet throughout the whole night.. my frds were like serene!! lai lei.. lim! DA! lai lei! 5-10! 007! ... played afew games to entertain them loh den try ways to siam.. =p

3am.. i lay there closing my eyes.. really cant tahan liaoz.. lucky the room extended till 3am nia.. finally.. last song time to go home.. once we were all outside, while they were chatting halfway, i shouted: oei! i go home 1st ar.. pei seh buay tahan liaoz.. very tired..! off i go.. if i stay and chat with them.. bu dao 5am bu yong hui jia...

Finally, lots of thanks to tockie! it was fun! Looking forward to cuming gathering.. ^^

Diana, kuro, dazer: its time to let go, let it go.. no point holding on to the past making yr life miserable. what we can do to help is jus to lend u a listening ear, and giving u advices. look forward to the future.. the light is there.. the past are all darkness.. keep those sweet memories in your heart.. it will be more den enough.. everyone's experiences in life, ups and downs, u will have to learn hw to overcome, be brave and be strong. I will always be there when u need me.. a pair of listening ears, a shoulder for leaning.. u still have to stand up on yr feet yrself at the end of the day. this is life..

2006-10-06T00:14:00.000+08:00

Tiring yet fun day... ^^

Was busy managing some stuffs during the day.. and around 6plus everyone was ready to start the fire for BBQ! celebration of the mooncake festival.. =) hereby, wish everyone 'zhong qiu jie kuai le'! Corinne made the chocolate fondue... marvellous... and i accidentally mistook a small slice of celery for cucumber.. and i was like eeekkkzzz... CELERY!! and i spit it out.. :p

The BBQ was nice and the additional food tat they prepared really surprised me.. u guys are great man! Anyway, the chicken wings are well marinated, delicious! only complain is the satay.. it was only abit softer den stone.. =.= and the nacho chips with the salsa sauce!! NICE~! took a bottle of stella.. well, so many aimed for the hoegarden.. T_T no left for me.. went off around 9pm while most of them still there chucking onto the food and of cos the liquor!

Reached home around 920pm.. den log into aud awhile.. and i am really rusty!! Lost touch le.. T_T mayb i should quit aud? :p haiz...

Busy~~ busy~~ neglected too many ppl lately... so sorry... >.<

And ya.. got a bad news.. my baby tock, iVodka minister is gonna be gone to his 'wonderland' for 7weeks... T___T i gonna miss him...

2006-10-04T10:33:00.000+08:00

Working on my laptop in the office again.. feeling kinda tired so decided to cum here update my blog to make myself awake!

2006 is nt a good yr for me.. have been attending quite a number of funerals this year. And last night got a phone call and heard tat my frd's grandpa passed away.. so gotta attend tonight.. T_T

Went for the famous porridge at Macpherson Jackson Place last night.. ya.. the 'pi dan zhu rou zhou' is delicious.. yummy...!! and the 'wu xiang' oso.. but i still prefer bedok north 85 de 'wu xiang' hehe...

Xy called me ytd saying tat goddad wanna borrow 1k from us.. o_O he is so damn rich!! y does he nid to borrow from us... wth!!? diaoz.. i told xy tat if he refuse to say wads the money usage is for den forget it.. i am not gonna lend him!

Oh ya.. the mooncake festival is jus around the corner.. hmm.. nothing much to look forward to either.. =X was invited by my sec sch teachers last fri to join them for the gathering for the festival celebration. so i went back for peeps on the alumni.. it was kinda fun tat night ^^

Hmm.. it has been days since i last login to auditions.. kinda miss the music and arrows.. =p of cos i miss the aud ppl too.. =)

and this shiki hor.. RGHX is not an important subject.. he sent me an email with the subject IMPORTANT! i tot wad sia den he goes.. " wad is RGHX!!" =.=''

suddenly feel like saying " zhe li bi jiao liang, bi jiao liang.. can i have some teh susu as well" =X

^LEXY^ Rulz!!

I am back !!!

2006-10-03T17:07:00.000+08:00

Moo dar dar thanks for the blogskin.. ^^ Hugz~~ and to the LEXY!! WA SU KA LI NANG!

Received a gd news from moo dar on 1st Oct.. i am happy for u.. ni yao xing fu orh~ jia u!

Well, let me start something abt my life..

Ever since my 1st own set up career, Elixir Signs, which i have been in it for almost 2 yrs (set up in 2003 and abandoned in 2005)... i withdraw.. i abandoned my baby (Elixir Signs) i was feeling so down during those days.. but its nt cos of my failure, but cos of wrong partners.. Baby is growing dramatically fast and things are doing so well but why must such thing happen to me.. No choice, i have to give it up.. I was lost so lost.. i almost gone mad..

But after afew months.. finally a newborn baby is born! Enzine! There are so many obstacles in setting up this co... i am stressed out! well, i dun wished to talk to much on this.. 4get it.
I decided to put that down temporary.. and VMW, here i cum! awaiting for me.. a new life~

Well, could it be fate? i dun play games.. for ppl who knw me.. even though i do play some online games, i wont go to the extend of joining guilds, dun even say meeting the players in real life! But... tis is really amazing.. i actually did tat.. And.. i was even appointed as a guild leader in iVodka! =.=''' But well, the aud ppl are really nice.. ^^

I had lotz of fun with them.. even though i am one of the oldest in the group.. =.= my hao peng yous if u guys are reading this... u must be shocked! lol... the age range is like from 15-26.. haa.. My status in aud is getting older.. from dajie to mama and nw grandma.. LOL.. awaiting anxiously for the family tree to be up.. =X and ya i am so glad tat they can confide in me and hope tat my advices do help them.. =D

I shall update again later when i get back home..

Somehow, i am feeling lost in my life again.... =.=